i'm ripped a thousand ways between beauty and poison, and so are you.

exploring my alternatives to hyper-puritanical moralism and pseudo-moralistic fascism.

against all authority, for restorative justice.…

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  • The Babysitter

    The Babysitter


    i feel kinda bad for rating this as low as i have, 'cause it's not only hecking adorable, but i see a bit of myself in it, too. still, this is really just a compilation of home videos of a kid playing around, and seeing it once is enough for me. i am curious to see what miss rice may be bring us next, though.

  • The Bad Batch

    The Bad Batch


    this feels like a more feminine twist on "a boy and his dog," as filtered through a satire of ancapistan-style "libertarian" creeping authoritarianism, with musclebound cannibals tossed in for good measure. it's a great idea, and i could spend a whole series of movies with suki waterhouse as arlen. i really loved this character, even if i feel more could have been done with her, despite the fact that she's the main character and in nearly every scene. and when…

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  • Mother's Day

    Mother's Day


    my trans girl vibes:

    as an egg, i was very toxic. my experiences with authority figures, the mental health system, and society in general all combined with negative relationships with women and my need to prove to myself (and everyone else) that i was a man, with ugly and often humiliating results. basically, for a while i was walking around trying to be a creepy little gg allin caricature, always drunk and getting myself into trouble. i never did any…

  • Troma's War

    Troma's War


    my trans girl vibes:

    there's enough cute ladies with machine guns and improvised rambo-style headbands in this that, when presented in such a simultaneously scuzzy, airy, carefree, silly, macho way, "troma's war" came out of nowhere and delivered the twinge at a time when I never seemed to experience it much anymore. (somehow, some of the music egged this on, too, but i'm not really sure how or why to this day...?) carolyn beauchamp deserves a place in my trans…